This blog journals Ed's life. Follow him as he struggles through fatherhood, his work, insomnia and his addiction to coffee.
Sunday, May 25, 2003
Damn! I'm feeling the urge to smoke again. It's been close to five months now. Five months and not a single whiff. I get antsy now and then, only this morning was different. I saw someone lighting up a cigarette at the supermarket we went to. A few minutes pass and I make a snide remark to my wife about something so very trivial when minutes before we were smiling. Darn! The tension is back. I won't be able to look at smokers for a few days from now. It'll make me more stressed out. The longest I've stayed off was six months. I'm hoping this time it's for good.
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