Sunday, May 25, 2003

Damn! I'm feeling the urge to smoke again. It's been close to five months now. Five months and not a single whiff. I get antsy now and then, only this morning was different. I saw someone lighting up a cigarette at the supermarket we went to. A few minutes pass and I make a snide remark to my wife about something so very trivial when minutes before we were smiling. Darn! The tension is back. I won't be able to look at smokers for a few days from now. It'll make me more stressed out. The longest I've stayed off was six months. I'm hoping this time it's for good.

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